Day fifty-one of my 365 Day Writing Project.
Although I didn’t sit down to write until late tonight, I spent many moments during the day thinking about my story. Specifically, I thought about some of the technical content I need to write and how overwhelming I am finding it to do on my own. I don’t have a sufficient knowledge base to accurately and realistically write it into the story, and since it is crucial information for the plot I really need to obtain the knowledge to write it. Which brings me to the conundrum of when and how I will do this.
I first need to spend some time doing research by simply reading up on the topic. I figured that would be necessary before I even started writing this book. What I didn’t count on is that in order to most accurately portray the topic in my story such that it is compelling and believable to the reader, I think I need to consult with at least one expert. This task seems both exciting and daunting. It is daunting because I have no idea how I’m going to find the time to not only find an expert willing to consult with me (for free, no less) but also to interview them effectively for this purpose. How to conduct such an interview is an unknown for me.
I have interviewed and consulted with many people in my day job, but I have never done so for the purpose of writing a novel. How will an expert receive such an interview? What is the best way to approach this? How much of my story do I need to share with the expert to obtain the right information? And the scariest possibility: What if the expert tells me that the overall idea I have fabricated for the plot of my story is total bunk? I guess the latter is good for me to find out now rather than after I’ve spent a year writing a complete failure of a novel, but the possibility of finding that out at all is terrifying.
I suppose the idea of consulting with an expert is daunting to me in general because it will be the first person to offer some hard feedback about my story. As someone who is working toward publishing her first novel after closet writing for years – writing only for myself and sharing very little with anyone – this is new territory. And it scares the hell out of me.